Last night I couldn't sleep well...
I remember I went to sleep late and felt uneasy...
And had a very sad dream...
The phone started to ring in the morning, breaking the silence...
And the premonition became a reality...
Leaving an unfading scar on my heart...
You became a star by yourself...
You have gone to the place where we can never meet again...
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting...
I wish I could have heard from you...
That I had certainly been loved by you...
Only once, even if it had been a lie...
I will never forget that first day of summer...
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year...
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream...
And I can't even cry now...
And I can't even smile now...
Why did you do it this way?
Leaving memories only to the very end?
Leaving the pain that I should never forget?
Please tell me this is only the story of the continuing dream...
And that I am not yet awake...
Please tell me it is only a dream...
It is only a dream...... 作者: vling2884 時間: 2005-9-2 12:08 PM 標題: [原創文章]a neverending pain......
vling, Thanks for your reply! 8)
I am very grateful that you comfort me everytime...
When I feel lost, helpless & disappointed, you will be my side...
You are my great support! My dear friend...
Actually I have forgot my sadness...
And this poem is writing for someone...
He is my father......
Whatever I hated him so much...
I don't know why he always bullies my mum...
And I usually quarrel with him...
I hate him, I really want him dies...
However when I knew the truth, I suddenly felt upset...
Since he got lung cancer...
When I saw him in the hospital, he was so weak...
Suddenly I forgot all his bad bahavious...
Suddenly I cried and I didn't know why...
I was worried about his health...
One night, we recieved a terrible phone...
My father passed away...
I couldn't cry any more since I had cried for so many time...
I regreted that I hated him...
Finally I realized that he LOVEd me...
He was always my father...
And I have forgiven what he does...
I believe that he has already become the star in the sky...
And he will always bless my mum & me...
This star will always shine on us......