I can only say................. I feel sorry for you .
I believe everyone have his right life partner .
We are all looking she or he in the billion peoples.......
WE think we found someone, but it's not .
gacktau................keep looking and don't give up .
after sad, tears , and no-stop missing , it's time you should wake up and started a new life la ~~
if you can't change the fact, face it , and be pround of it .
i don't know what else to say , but i hopw you recover soon .
best wish for all .