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作者: Hollyren 時間: 2005-4-4 09:40 PM 標題: [★♂☆隨心更新-勿嫌]Hollyren的秘密日記☆♂★

前言:今後在下只是希望一有時間就隨心所欲地發發文而已..................請勿嫌.........在下會.隨性更新-大家可回復催稿-若遲遲未出新稿,大概已亡(忙)....勿念.........

4月4號孤獨的人想回到過去.....................
從小到大都有一種莫名其妙的如影隨行的孤獨感,到底是為什麼呢?我不知道,習慣了孤獨一個人靜靜地呼吸,吃飯,睡覺,上學,步行................
看著身邊的人擦肩而過,笑著,鬧著,面上的笑容反映著魂的雀躍,我的魂卻在顫抖,冷酷成了保護自己免收傷害的鋼甲,時間使我停留在孩童的容顏,唯一支撐著我生存的只有腦海裡兒童時代的愉快記憶....痛苦的時候閉上雙眼,就能時光逆轉,觸摸著過去的一切事物,靜靜聽著來自過去的呼喚使我至少還算活著,只是活在過去虛妄的空間而已.............
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這段時間倒霉透了,一部256M的mp3丟了,買了新的128M的也不見了,昨晚Casio電子手錶乘車時丟了,今天連錄音機也壞了,我真的害怕有一天連自己也丟了,完完全全迷失在過去的時空裡~~~~~~~~
今天上午的英語Unit7的選擇題很簡單早早就做完啦~很簡單,不像平時那樣幾乎都不夠時間,而且還隨便選.....大概今天的陽光比較明媚吧^^..........
中午沒有睡覺,趕英語的對話稿,累透了,上床睡到下午三點起床上課...........
胖胖的管理學老師竟然把期中考定為分組幫他找廣州地產房屋的資料,星期四交,最後還語重心長地囑咐我們不要像其他四個班洩密,明眼人都知道這四眼胖豬最近和師母在找房子,來了廣州都兩年了,拿著每月兩萬的薪水還沒找到豬窩,真的服了他.............................
孤獨的人被狡猾的豬耍了.............無奈中...............

作者: joe198663 時間: 2005-4-5 01:51 AM 標題: [★♂☆隨心更新-勿嫌]Hollyren的秘密日記☆♂★

I have the same feeling as you...
Whatever I am so afraid of lonesome...
However I treat lonesome as my friend now...
Since I suit it as I grow up...
I enjoy solitude, I feel extremelly peaceful & relaxed at that moment...
There is nothing I worried, even so I am so upset, lonesome also share with me...
Actually there is not much true friends for me...
There are a few friends can have a heart-to-heart with me...
However I am not setting sharp thorns around for fear of being touched...
I still enjoy the moment when I stay with my friends...
I like to share my LOVE with them...
We should cherish the time when we stay with our friends...

I write a peom to respond you too...
''Why am I crying?
Why am I lost?
Why did I stop?
Please tell me
When will I grow up?
How long can I stay a child?
Where have I come running from?
Where am I running to?
I had no place to live, I couldn't find one...
I don't know if I could have any hope for the future...
They always said I was a strong child...
They praised me, saying "you must be strong to not cry."
I didn't want those words at all...
So I pretended not to understand...
Why are you laughing?
Why are you by my side?
Why are you leaving me?
Please tell me...
When did you become strong?
Since when have you felt weakness?
How long must you wait for the day you understand to come?''

作者: Hollyren 時間: 2005-4-5 12:47 PM 標題: [★♂☆隨心更新-勿嫌]Hollyren的秘密日記☆♂★

4月5日漫天飛舞紅葉時    追憶90年代浪漫情懷
            90年代孕教著我的根,直到現在它還在我的心中纏繞不放,心頭上的血液澆灌著它的茁壯,我會失血過多而死嗎?我不知道,我只知道這株根上遲早會抽出嫩芽，伸出莖葉,也許有一天開出水晶般的蓓蕾也說不定，盼只盼在這一天來臨的時候別耗盡我的血
啊........................
            90年代的浪漫情懷作為一種隱隱作痛的痛楚和哀傷攪拌著紅酒般的心之血,酒可以麻醉痛苦和哀傷嗎?不能!當我醉醒後，洶湧而來的在麻醉前就已存在的不快使我無力抵擋..............嘗試過了無數次了，我依舊敗給了自己的感覺....
            沒用的傢伙！！！！！！！！！！
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         陰沉沉的天空無精打采，和疲憊的肉身一樣沒用........................
無聊的一天不想多說話.......................................

作者: Hollyren 時間: 2005-4-7 05:56 PM 標題: [★♂☆隨心更新-勿嫌]Hollyren的秘密日記☆♂★

4月6號豁然開朗+茅塞頓開

原來
最需要我們去撰寫的並不是自己的日記

而是..................................................................生活...........................

當我回來的時候,我會再和大家分享我的點點滴滴的了!Blieve Me....................

作者: joe198663 時間: 2005-4-8 01:38 AM 標題: [★♂☆隨心更新-勿嫌]Hollyren的秘密日記☆♂★

I agree with you...
It is important for us to have our lifestyile...
We are free to have a different lifestyiles...
The freedom we have...
The choices we make...
The sacrifice we pay...
Make life so complicated...

I enjoy the moment when I share my LOVE with everyone...
I cherish everything I have...
I hold time to do everything I like...
Even so I die oneday, I won't regret any more...
It is my lifestyile... ^_^

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