[原創文章]a neverending pain...... breaking, morning

joe198663

Last night I couldn't sleep well...
I remember I went to sleep late and felt uneasy...
And had a very sad dream...

The phone started to ring in the morning, breaking the silence...
And the premonition became a reality...
Leaving an unfading scar on my heart...
You became a star by yourself...

You have gone to the place where we can never meet again...
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting...
I wish I could have heard from you...
That I had certainly been loved by you...
Only once, even if it had been a lie...

I will never forget that first day of summer...
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year...
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream...
And I can't even cry now...
And I can't even smile now...

Why did you do it this way?
Leaving memories only to the very end?
Leaving the pain that I should never forget?

Please tell me this is only the story of the continuing dream...
And that I am not yet awake...
Please tell me it is only a dream...
It is only a dream......

vling2884

一段感情完結了..
就勿再回頭細想..
因為..
任憑你如何空想..
也只是白費心機=.='''..
要知道感情出現問題..
單方面如何努力挽救..
亦只會是..
徒勞無功、無補於事..
愛情..
永遠是互相配合才會成事的..
明白嗎？？
【我真的哭過】
說不上為人兒嬉　只不過太喜歡你
臨別亦輕鬆得起　全靠奇技
你知道　尤其男人　不想痛哭牽連你
要再似往日時期　仍然淺笑　看著你
事實我也偷泣過　就像女方一樣無助
預備你也想怪罪我　無情不哭也是錯
對著前度大喊怎麼可
誰明瞭我真的哭過
為著我將絕未可呵你更多
而往日犯的錯
亦令我永遠等到內疚
才令我　有眼淚也滴破
我不要臨別如瀕死　都不要得到憐憫
要勉強快樂做人　常常哭泣　那合襯
男人　都壓抑　然而都精於歎息
自問枉稱堅強　連眼淚　也無力

joe198663

下面引用由vling2884在 2005/09/02 12:08pm 發表的內容：
一段感情完結了..
就勿再回頭細想..
因為..
任憑你如何空想..
...

vling, Thanks for your reply! 8)
I am very grateful that you comfort me everytime...
When I feel lost, helpless & disappointed, you will be my side...
You are my great support! My dear friend...

Actually I have forgot my sadness...
And this poem is writing for someone...
He is my father......

Whatever I hated him so much...
I don't know why he always bullies my mum...
And I usually quarrel with him...
I hate him, I really want him dies...

However when I knew the truth, I suddenly felt upset...
Since he got lung cancer...
When I saw him in the hospital, he was so weak...
Suddenly I forgot all his bad bahavious...
Suddenly I cried and I didn't know why...
I was worried about his health...

One night, we recieved a terrible phone...
My father passed away...
I couldn't cry any more since I had cried for so many time...
I regreted that I hated him...
Finally I realized that he LOVEd me...
He was always my father...
And I have forgiven what he does...

I believe that he has already become the star in the sky...
And he will always bless my mum & me...
This star will always shine on us......

vling2884

sorry~
誤解呢篇文意思!!
爸爸..
喔..
係我字典裏面..
呢兩個字真係似有還無!!!
對佢既感覺..
真係又愛又恨!!!
討厭佢對我媽咪..
以往總係拳打腳踢..
己有家室仍四處拈花惹草..
最後導致家庭分裂..
總將不如意事遷怒於我哋姊弟身上..
對佢之前所做既一切..
真係極之不滿..
17歲之後既命運..
亦因為佢而完全扭轉!!!!
但近呢一段日子..
再互相接觸..
又似乎係另一番感受..
特別係呢幾日..
望住訓係病床既佢..
感覺到佢既不安、徬徨無助..
眞係好無奈、難過..
好擔心佢身體狀况..
完全忘記過往對佢既不滿..
剩係希望可以早日痊癒..
唉..
有時真係幾討厭自己..
經己二十幾歲人..
父女關係到今時今日..
仲係如此差劣..
"無仇不成父子"..
若果套用係我倆身上..
肯定十分之恰當 =.='''
p.s.
老友..
純綷發洩！勿回呀！