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好累哦~真係好累哦!
從前的我不像現在般容易感到累感到身體不適!
但係最近真的令我體力透支得好利害,不論係身還是心都係!
我都唔知點解我會變回這一個樣子!
好多野煩~好多野要理~有好多事要解決~好多人要我擔心!
但係我都好想好像小孩般有大人給我依偎~
我好想有一個可以讓我毫無故忌~開開心心地係埋一起的人!
我好想完完全全咁信一個人~
我好想有一個人可以讓我依賴~
我唔想做人做得咁辛苦~太多故慮了!
縱然係親人~朋友~同事~陌生人都會令我那麼故慮,不快!
而且還影響了我的身和心~
我今年的身體真的差了好多~
我都忘了這是今年第幾次病了~
但係最大的問題係我又開始有徵兆感覺自己好快會過反舊時行屍走肉的生活哦!
我唔想~我真係唔想再做果個虛弱膽小~咩人都唔信~可恨~自私的人呀!
我唔要再孤獨地留在內心虛構出來的世界!
我好討厭這種感覺~
但係我今次付出得太多了~
而且又受了好大好深的傷~
我好想找一個地方躲起來把我自我封閉起來~
不再為任何人再動心~
就像一個沒有了心的人就好了~
沒有開心~沒有悲傷~什麼感覺都沒有~
可能會較現在好多了!

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人吧....在每一個"過程"都總有"跌跌碰碰"的時候...
跌下...爬起來...再跌下....
那是什麼來....
是要作為人"成長"的引線....
痛....當然會痛........才會記得吧... = =""""
人活到現在.....遇上的不不比您少...
亦不會以此作比較...
只有...
希望......您能早日"站起來"吧....
路仍有很多...別太氣餒.. ^^

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人係咁嫁啦!
做咩野都一定要有失敗O既
趺左係到咪企番起身再打過囉!
你一定能企得番起身嫁!我支持你

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十多年來,我也很渴望有個人可以給我依賴,兜兜轉轉,才發現原來真正可以讓我的心靈得到安慰的,只有來自自己對自己的愛。
...是幸福...或是無奈...?

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  邪炎   ..看來同我真的很像呢~!
我有時也會想自已冷靜一下...
但封閉太久不是好事呢....
這樣..只會令自已越來越辛苦..
有時冷靜下是好..因為可以靜寂地休息..
做自已喜歡的事.....
不過封閉時做些放松自已的事..
例如畫畫....同朋友談話..之類吧..
大不了post文上來...至少有人會俾些意見你...
你真係唔想再做果個虛弱膽小~咩人都唔信~可恨~自私的人!
這樣你便要證明你可以改變....你都這樣說..你便要做..
逃避不是辦法....多點表達自我....



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Don't be so worried! ^_^
There is no problem can solve, it is dependent on you...
If you are brave enough to face the problem, everything can solve finally...

If you give up, hope won't appear...

Whatever I am same as you too...
I felt lost & I didn't trust anybody...
Since I had been lied too much, thus I felt the world is fake & hopeless for me...
Why did some body play a trick on me?
Why there wasn't a happy ending for me?
Why I couldn't live as my wish?
When I noticed, I was trapped and at a loss surrounded by countless lies
Suddenly I felt tired to go on my life...
I wanted to hide away, I wanted to fly, I wanted to cry...
I felt that my naked heart is wandering having nowhere to go...
And I am setting sharp thorns around for fear of being touched...
I couldn't trust anybody at that moment & I closed my heart...

However I waked up to the reality oneday...
I noticed that my parents, my friends and my honey were worried about me...
Because of me, there were many people worried too...
Actually I LOVE them, I didn't want them worry about me...
Because of LOVE, so I tried to face the reality...
I was helped by LOVE finally, LOVE gave me a lot of courages...

Altough the reality is so cruel for me, I am not afraid any more now...
When I face to a problem, I will think of there are many people always support me...
I am so grateful of my kind mother, dear friends and my honey...
I LOVE them, so I cherish myself to responce their LOVE...

Don't give up! How wonder our life is...
There are many amazing things wait for us to see & experience...
I hope that my share can help you...
Wish you get better early...

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Re:Joe~
我好多謝你呀∼∼真心的!
不知怎的我其實係一個好怕睇英文的人!但係每一次看到了你的留言我都會好認真咁去看一看你所留的文章!
哈哈∼你所跟我說的我係明白可是我生活於一個十分唔公平的家庭,自少便經常比人忽略欺負,我最愛惜的是我的媽媽可是她最愛惜的其實是我的兩位哥哥!而且還經常被她責罵和過分規限,使我失去了應有的自信和好多朋友!到了現在我身邊只有數位的好朋友而別的都是酒肉朋友沒有一個能說心中話所以我便失去了信人的勇氣了!你說我身邊有人會擔心我和關心我,這一個我係知道的!所以我經常裝出一副開心快樂的樣子因為我真的唔想佢地因為我而憂心哦!
你講得岩∼我亦很認同你的!所以我冇想過要Give Up^^你大可放心了!
而且我仲要好好咁多謝你∼連我的發洩文章都願意留言^__________^(thx~)

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下面引用由爾生2005/05/18 03:00pm 發表的內容:
人吧....在每一個"過程"都總有"跌跌碰碰"的時候...
跌下...爬起來...再跌下....
那是什麼來....
是要作為人"成長"的引線....
...
冇錯~人總會有跌跌碰碰~起起落落的時刻!
但我真的覺得好累哦~我真的從來未試過感到身心如此疲累!
不過當我休息夠就會爬起來哦!
哈哈~~~~不過點都好,好多謝你的關心哦^ . ^

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你咁諗就好啦!!
人生就好似一場永冇止境o既長跑比賽!!
跑到累了就要有適當o既休息!
休息夠啦咁咪再跑落去囉!
放低一切o既野去休息比自己一個喘息o既機會啦

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Re:Angefan ^w^~
嗯~~~我認為覺得係"幸福"定係"無奈"是要看看當時的心情的!
只有自己對自己的愛才可以慰藉自己的心靈?!這是當然的哦~如果連自1都不好好珍惜和愛護自己~那麼能給自己依偎的人也不會出現在自己面前哦!
Re:Gacktau~ . ~|||
哈哈~~~可能我倆真的是同類哦!
嗯~~~~這樣的把自己封閉自己其實係一種逃避!
逃避接觸現實世界~因為我好害怕~害怕再次受到傷害哦!
不過這也可以說係我最冷靜的時間~雖然係會令到我覺得辛苦而且不會開心得去那裡!
只要我這個感情傷口一日還未復原~那我仍然會逗留在這世界哦!
我是否很像一個牛皮燈籠呢?!
哈哈~~~不過可放心的係我懂得你所說的~我會間中放鬆和放縱一下自己好讓自己舒服一下哦^_______^
哈哈~~~~我係一個好愛表達自己的人!但我的死穴諷刺地也是在這方面哦~
嗯~~~可是我也會試試去面對一下這個殘酷的現實哦!
Thx for u ^^a
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